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Journal Entry: Wed Nov 12, 2008, 3:47 AM
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!! All (!) my brushes are gone from my photoshop AGAIN !!!!!!
Now once again..once again... once again I have to spend hours, days, weeks and so on trying to collect them ALL again !!!
I'm SO pissed off and sad right now :(...

  • Mood: Pissed Off
  • Listening to: Atreyu - Her portrait In Black
  • Watching: MY F***ING PHOTOSHOP !!!
  • Playing: Storm the house 3
  • Eating: Breakfast
  • Drinking: Water

Quick Wacom sketches

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 2, 2008, 8:45 AM
I was playing around with my wacom the other day. And then I tried to sketch something.. and This is how two of the sketches turned out ^^ :blackrose: :

Body of a woman1 by BootlessInWonderland

:blackrose:

:thumb99597835:


Please please take a closer look and tell me what you think :) !

Can't wait till I get used to it :boogie: ! It's still very difficult for me to use...

Love from
~ Miemaria :blackrose:
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Nothing at the moment
  • Reading: Text messages
  • Watching: The screen
  • Playing: Winterbells :P
  • Eating: Dinner
  • Drinking: Water

UH!!! | I've had enough.....

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 19, 2008, 8:03 AM
I LOVE MY WACOM !!!!!!!!!!! It's SO cool :D !!!!!
And it's fun :D !!!! and pretty :flirty: !!


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Damn...this is some tough days :(... a lot of homework and these ridiculous problems... I guess that some people just love problems :(... cuz' they keep making more and more and more..!

Live and let go... but I guess that some people can't do that... they have to keep making the life of the people (who they claim to hate) suck...
But you know what...I just don't care anymore...I've had enough...
I won't let anybody destroy my life anymore... and come on... get a grip and grow up for goodness sake !!!!

Love from
~ Miemaria :blackrose:
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Disturbed - The Curse
  • Reading: Books :D !!
  • Watching: The screen
  • Playing: With my Wacom :D !!!
  • Eating: Nope....
  • Drinking: Nope....

Wacom !!!

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 17, 2008, 12:34 AM
Uhhh !!! I've bought a Wacom Bamboo Fun Medium !!!
I'm SO excited !!! :boogie:
Now I just have to wait for the damn thing to be delivered !!!

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I can't figure out how this "friends-box"-thing works :S !!!
Can someone please help me ???

Love from
~ Miemaria :blackrose:
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: The Fray - Heaven Forbid
  • Reading: Something about Wacom
  • Watching: The screen
  • Playing: Nothing right now
  • Eating: Nope....
  • Drinking: Nope....

Subscription :D !!!

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 16, 2008, 1:51 AM
I finally got my Subscription :D

I can't figure out how this "friends-box"-thing works :S !!!
Can someone please help me ???


I'll write some more later... I don't have time right now


Love from
~Miemaria

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: The Fray - Heaven Forbid
  • Reading: Something about Wacom
  • Watching: The screen
  • Playing: Winterbells xD
  • Eating: Nope....
  • Drinking: Nope....
Hey..

I'm kinda back again... I'm still stressed... and everything sucks !!! But I'm "back" again...



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Hehe here's a funny game my wonderful boyfriend showed me called Winterbells www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3… xD

My high score is
108541890

Please try it xD
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: That cute song in the game !!!
  • Reading: Numbers on my high score xD
  • Watching: That cute little white rabbit xD
  • Playing: Winterbells xD
  • Eating: Nope....
  • Drinking: Nope....
Hello...

Well... I've been very stressed lately ... both physical and mental... I'm so stressed, that I have to watch out .. or else I will get sick...really sick...
Therefore I have to take a short break and learn how to stress down...
I'm really sorry to say this .. but ..I will be absent here on deviantART for a short while until I get better...


I hope to be back soon...!
  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: Some weird sound in my ears :S !
  • Reading: Fucking homework :S !!! SO MUCH DAMN HOMEWORK !!!!
  • Watching: Notes I make...
  • Playing: Nothing :S !
  • Eating: Can't eat...
  • Drinking: hmm nothing... but I really should...
I found this here on deviantart some weeks ago and it SOOOOO funny !!!
Give it a try : D !!!!

volcanic-penguin.deviantart.co…


Kisses from meeeee ^^
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Disney xD !
  • Reading: Boooooks !!!! LOOOT of BOOOOKS !!!!
  • Watching: A bird O.o
  • Playing: This weird thing !
  • Eating: you xD !
  • Drinking: blood xD !
Yaaaaay !!! Soon I will get a subscription :boogie: !!!
I don't know when... But I'm gonna get one soon !!! Maybe I'll have one in a few days..maybe weeks..maybe a month.. I dunno..

Yaaaay !!! I'm SO excited !!!!


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Well...some people in this world are just a bunch of assholes... no matter what you do, they keep on making your life suck...
I just don't get it....


Well that's all for now....

see ya...
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Some weird shit
  • Reading: Homework..
  • Watching: People in my classroom..
  • Playing: Nothing..
  • Eating: Mentos..
  • Drinking: Water..
This is F***ING the second time photoshop delete ALL my brushes !!!!!!!!!!! And I'm f***ing SICK and TIRED of this shit !!!!! I have several hundred brushes (maybe MORE!!!!!) !!!!!! And it has taken me SO freaking long time to gather ALL these f***ing brushes !!!!
I'm SO pissed off with this shit !!!!!!
If I have to gather ALL my brushes...It's gonna take me MONTHS to get them all back... and some of them I'll never be able to find ever again !!!! DAMMIT I'M SO PISSED OFF :pissedoff: !!!!! ARRRR !!!!

If anyone please out there knows a way, I might can bring my beloved bruses back, please tell how :( ... It would mean the world to me ! :( :heart:

Because of this...I will be absent for quite a while here on deviantART... I won't be uploading anything that as anything to do with photo manipulation for a while...


And one last thing.. I want to apologize for my horrible way of speaking.. I know I swear a lot.. but I'm just so mad..:(






ps. for those who are laughing at this, I'm gonna eat your freaking brain ! Drink your blood ! And eat your flesh !!!!!!!
(hehe just kidding ^^ ...or am I ? )
  • Mood: Pissed Off
  • Listening to: My ANGRY thoughts !!!!!
  • Reading: Things with a lot of HATE !!!!!!
  • Watching: My now empty photoshop !!!!!
  • Playing: With the thought of how to kill my computer !!!!!!
  • Eating: HATE !!!!!!!!!
  • Drinking: Water of HATE !!!!!!!!!
Perfectionism is a dangerous state of mind in an imperfect world !

What's normal, and what's weird ?
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: LOOOOOOOOOOVE SONGS <3
  • Reading: Nefertiti, The Book Of The Dead
  • Watching: The moon <3
  • Playing: I'm dreaming <3
  • Eating: Nothing, just dreaming <3
  • Drinking: Juice mixed with grenadin and lime
Okay..After I've done a lot of thinking.. I've decided that I'm only gonna make the The Major Arcana.. ^^

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THE LOVE OF MY LIFE :iconrasraton: ~ I LOVE YOU !!!! :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
SOON YOU'RE BACK HOME IN MY ARMS WHERE YOU BELONG :blushes: :heart: :heart:
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: LOOOOOOOOOOVE SONGS <3
  • Reading: Nefertiti, The Book Of The Dead
  • Watching: The moon <3
  • Playing: I'm dreaming <3
  • Eating: Nothing, just dreaming <3
  • Drinking: Juice mixed with grenadin and lime
I was looking at some Tarot Cards on the internet, and then I got this idea that I'm gonna make Tarot-Card-Photo-Manipulations !
First I'm gonna make The Major Arcana, and if i'm in the mood, I'm gonna make The Suit Of Wands, The Suit Of Cups, The Suit Of Swords and then The Suit Of Coins.
(This is gonna be a hell of a challenge :faint: )

If I get too lazy and think that it's boring, I'm gonna stop this "challenge"..
But I FINALLY got some inspiration again.. ^^; !!

~ Miemaria :blowkiss: :giggle:

Have a jolly summer :ahoy: !


:horns:
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Wednesday 13 - My Demise
  • Reading: Neferititi, The Book Of The Dead
  • Watching: The Rain
  • Playing: Dreaming
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Juice mixed with grenadin and lime
Hey guys !!!
Here they are mivthevampire.deviantart.com/a…
some of the pictures I took in Paris!

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Well...Let me say this straight!!! - This is the most horrible summer EVER !!!!!!
I miss my wonderful boyfriend so much...it hurts so damn much...I don't get any sleep at all... he's in Turkey for 3 loooooooooooooong weeks... and that made my whole world fall to pieces.... :(
I miss you so much baby... :( ... please come home...
I'll be right here waiting for you to come home :(
For those people who are in love...I guess you know what I'm talking about....

Love from :
~ Miemaria :blackrose:
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Love Song For A Vampire by Annie Lennox
  • Reading: Neferititi, The Book Of The Dead
  • Watching: The screen and the coulds outside my window
  • Playing: My hair
  • Eating: My lip
  • Drinking: Nothing
HEY !!! :wave:

I'm back home from Paris !!!
Photos will be uploaded soon.. can't tell how long, but they'll be there soon !!!

I wish you all a great summer !!! :relax: :sun: !!!

Love from
~ Miemaria :blackrose:

:heart:
  • Mood: Joy
  • Reading: Your mind !!! O_O
  • Watching: Love Actually
  • Eating: YOU !!
  • Drinking: Blood ?
Hey where !

On Friday (the 26th) I'll be going to wonderful Paris, and I will be home again the 1st of July ! (heh I'll be home just in time for my birthday the 4th of July xD : D !!! )


Hope you guys have a wounderful summer, I will miss you all ! :sun:

Love from
~ Miemaria :blackrose:



(uuuuuhh only 200 pageviews left until I reach the 3.000 : D )
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Nightwish - Slaying The Dreamer
  • Reading: Something random
  • Watching: The rain <3 !
  • Playing: Wedding Dash xD ! (funny game !!! xD TRY IT !!!)
  • Eating: Pancakes !
  • Drinking: Coke
Hey !!

As you might have notist, I've uploaded some photomanipulations. I think I'll be making some more... but! that doesn't mean that I will give up on photography and so on... (just so you guys know ;) )
Thats all for now ^^

BUT one last thing ! I'm halfway through to reach the 3.000 pageviews !! :D :D :D :D


~ Miemaria :blackrose:
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Within Temptation - Bittersweet
  • Reading: Studying for my Art class examination
  • Watching: The sun, while Im inside and have to study-.-
  • Playing: Nothing...
  • Eating: Mints
  • Drinking: Nothing...
Personal Questions xD !!! Damn I'm bored xD !!!
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1. *What is your full name?    
Miemaria

2. *Your birth date:
4th of July

3. *What colour is your hair? Is it short, medium or long?
Darkish brown and VERY long

4. *What colour are your eyes?
Dark brown

5. *How tall are you?
169-170 cm

6. *Single or Taken?
SOOOO Taken :heart:

7. *Do you have pets?
Yes  .. A dog, 2 birds and I used to have a rat (R.I.P my pretty :( )

8. *Who do you live with?
My mother, father and brother

9. *What do you do for school?
Biotechnology

10. *Any kids? If not, do you want any?
No I don't have any. Perhaps... time will show

11. *What music do you listen to the most?
Heavy metal ^^ but also classical :blushes:

12. *Do you like to read?
YES !!!!! : D !!!!

13. *How big is your bed?    
BIG !!!

14. * Are you afraid of the dark?    
NO !! I LOVE THE DARKNESS !!!

15. *Are you missing someone?   
Always... :blushes: :heart:

16. *Who would you like to see right now?   
My Rasmus :blushes: :heart:

17. *Your skin...is it fair, medium or dark?
fair/medium I guess...

18. *How often do you really "go out"?
dunno

19. *Have you ever lost anyone you loved?
.....yes.....

20. *Ever been in love?
I AM in love :heart:

21. *On a scale of 1-5 how organized are you?
2-3

22. *Do you exercise regularly? If so, how often?
No ... I'm tooooooo lazy xD !!!

23. *Zodiac sign?
Cancer

24. *Have any nicknames? If so, what?
Miv xD

25. *Name a couple of T.V. shows you watch a lot.
hmm...dunno...

26. *Movie(s) you can watch over and over:
Phantom Of The Opera !!!!!!!

27. *Do you have tattoos? If yes, how many and where are they?
No... But I want one ^^

28. *Any piercings? If yes, how many and where are they?
In my ears

29. *Wear glasses?
No

30. *Have braces?
No

31. *Do you have siblings? If so, how many?
1 brother

32. *Are your parents still together?
Yes

33. *What is your fathers middle name?     
Daly

34. *What is your mothers middle name?    
Camille

35. *What is/was your worst subject in school?
Social studies and German !!!!! :pissedoff:

36. *Your best subject?
English and biology

37. *Do you currently play any sports? If so, what?
No

38. *Do you like to dance?
Noooooo !

39. *Sing?
Yes ...

40. *Favourite colour?
Black and midnight blue

41. *Can rabbits be catholic?     
Of cause xD ! The pope is against contraception... and that's why they hump and get pregnant all the time xD

42. *Favourite season?
Summer ^^

43. *What country would you like to visit?
India !!

44. *Do people tell you that you act older, younger, or your age?
Sometimes older, sometimes younger ... dunno...

45. *Ever have an imaginary friend as a child?
......yes..... :blushes:

46. *Ever been skinny-dipping?
yes.......

47. *Did/Do you enjoy high school for the most part?     
Guess so ^^

48. *Do any drugs? If yes, what?
HELL NO !!!!!

49. *Drink? If yes, how often?
Parties only

50. *Have you ever played strip poker?     well.... hmm....um....yes....

51. *Smoke?
NO !

52. *Ever been in a physical fight?    
...Private... -.-

53. *Have you ever cheated in a relationship?
NO !

54. *What's your definition of cheating?   
WHAT DO YOU THINK :S !!!

55. *Do you wear pajamas to places other than at your house?
HAHAHA xD Of cause xD

56. *Have you ever stolen anything from a store or from someone?
NO !!!!

57. *Ever cheated on a test?
well, we're only human xD

58. *Do you regret anything?
You live, you learn

59. *How many languages can you speak and what are they?
2½ (1 Danish, 1 English and ½ german)

60. *Are you a touchy feely person?     
yes....

61. *Do you take showers in the morning or at night more?
Night

62. *Any phobias?
hell yeah :S  (spiders, clowns and needles :S !!!)

63. *Are you a heavy or light sleeper?
heavy

64. *Any disorders you've actually been diagnosed with (O.C.D., A.D.D...)?   
No...

65. *Are you a morning person?
NO !

66. *Sunrise or sunset?
Sunset

67. *Ever had surgery?
No

68. *Ever come close to death?
how close do we talk about ? I'm a living dead xD

69. *Ever broken any bones?     
Yes -.-

70. *When you die, would you rather be buried or cremated?     
Cremated

71. *Play any instruments? If so, what?
Not anymore... but I used to play drums and guitar

72. *Have you been told you can sing well more than once?
guess so...

73. *3 physical features you get complimented on a lot:
private !

74. *Your least favourite feature:   
my ears !

75. *Clothing store you shop at the most:   
dunno :S I don't shop that much...

76. *Sweet or Sour?    
Sour

77. *Where were you born?
Denmark in Gentofte

78. *Do any of your close friends have children?
No

79. *Are any of them married?
No

80. *Have you ever taken any antidepressants or anxiety medication?
No

81. *Ever seen a therapist?    
No

82. *Did/do you transfer schools a lot?
Yes I did...

83. *Favourite animal to have as a pet:
RAT !!! :heart:

84. *How many floors does your home have? How many bedrooms and bathrooms? Floor = 1 ... bedrooms = 3 ... bathrooms = 1

85. *Do you live in a neighbourhood or in the middle of nowhere?
non of these two I guess...

86. *Favourite food:      
Chinese

87. *Do you like to shop?
No !

88. *How often do you go online?
Often

89. *How sexual are you on a scale of 1-10?    
HAHAHAHA xD !!!

90. *Something or someone you miss the most from childhood:   
no...

91. *Have you ever slept with someone 10 years or more older than you?
No !! :S

92. *Over 10 years younger?
No !! :S

93. *Are you usually late, early or right on time?
depends

94. *Are you happy with your life for the most part right now?    
YES : D !!! <3 <3 <3

95. *Your love ones are all hanging off a cliff and you are standing one the ground. You can only save ONE ! what do you do?      
I jump too...

96. *If you could possess one, supernatural ability, what would it be?    
Breath under water !!

97. *Do you dress the same when you are depressed as you do when you are very happy?                     
Black is black xD

98. *What do you do when you get nervous?  Get loud? Do something to distract yourself? Change the subject?      
Get loud

99. *What do you do when you get angry? Example: shout, hit, stomp, go off by yourself?   
go off by myself .. AFTER I have gone totally crazy..

100. *What do you do when you are happy? Example: bounce, smile, giggle?    
Smile, laugh and get hyperactive like hell xD

101. * What do you do when you are sad? Examples: cry, go off by yourself, play sports?     
Go off by myself…
  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Listening to: Art Of Dying - Get Through This
  • Reading: Twilight
  • Watching: Something on Youtube
  • Playing: With my iPod
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
YAY I'm back ^^ !

(Shot message xD I know xD but I just thought you should know xD)

~ Miemaria :blackrose:
  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Listening to: Art Of Dying - Get Through This
  • Reading: Twilight
  • Watching: Something on Youtube
  • Playing: With my iPod
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
Hey guys !

I'll be going away for 2-3 days, and then I'll be back ^^
Take care all you wonderful people :love: :hug:


~ Miemaria :blackrose:
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: My social studies teachers annoying voice !!!
  • Reading: Something about money-politics (boooring -.-)
  • Watching: Looking ay the sun outside my daark classroom
  • Playing: Bubble Shooter xD !!!
  • Eating: Nothing ... I'M STARVING !!!!!
  • Drinking: Evian water :D